Thursday, May 22, 2008

Hurting heart

My heart has been hurting for the Chapman family since my sister called last night with the news that Steven Curtis Chapman's youngest daughter died yesterday. She was hit by a car (driven by one of her brothers) in their driveway. (AP News Story Link)

After a challenging day with my kids, I held the girl tighter as she fought sleep thanks to illness. I kissed the boy a few more times than normal when I checked on him before crawling in to bed. I can't imagine what the parents are feeling. I can't imagine what the brother is feeling. I just hurt for them...and am greatly reminded that no one (even those with fame, money and ministry) are exempt from the pain life can bring.

Last night my frustration from the day turned to thankfulness that I get to have those frustrations. I could kick myself for forgetting how long we waited to have a child and how I often begged God for a child regardless what challenges they may bring. I simply wanted a child. The call from my sister with this news sobered me to reality. Not only did God give me the desire of my heart - He gave me TWO!

Pray for the Chapman's as they begin this new journey - life without Maria.

1 comment:

Ashley said...

My heart is aching for them. I cannot imagine the searing loss of a child. It's something I've come to realize can happen to anyone. It's scary to me and I, too, have loved on my children a little more. I know of so many right now who are grieving the loss of a child. My heart is in the same spot yours is...